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I'm a bit scared

Sometimes I think all that I'm will be just an other fail.

Im in tears but giving you my best smiles

I don't know if i'm lying to myself

I don't know if i'm really this optimistic girl

Or if this is just a fake reality that I've created

Am I so insane?

Or so in love?

Where is the line between love and madness?

Am I choosing good or fighting wrong?

I know what I feel inside myself

I know that you worth it all and more

But I need some clue

I need you open to me too

Im yealling to my deamons that this time I will make it true.

I belong to you since the day I'd meet you

I'll let all in the gods, in the universe, in your time and terms.

We can create a better place

I bealive in us

I won't give up

Just throw me at least, a simply smile

Just let me know that I'm doing it fine.

I love you

I love your eyes

I love your thougts

I love your tenderness

I love your hands

I love your lips

I love all that comes with you

Even all the things that I don't know

I love the time we spend together

I want get this time better

I want to be myself with you

I want, I need, to kiss you

I fucking miss you

But I don't know if am I allowed.